Prayer for the soul

As I travel through the world,

Seeking to find meaning and essence in what I do, feel and think,

I can’t help but sense a feeling of helplessness and guilt in the monotony of my existence. 

There is an emptiness that  I seek to fill,

A void that I long to replenish.

And I know not what it is I am longing for and what path I seek to take,

Atleast I know for now that I am a lost soul looking for refuge,

And hope to find my answers in the living deluge,

My start Is here and this is where I will begin,

And define my path to discovery, mirth and living. 

Here’s a cleaned-up version of your poem, refining the language and flow while retaining its introspective tone:

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**A Lost Soul Seeking**

As I travel through the world,  

Searching for meaning in all I do, feel, and think,  

I can’t help but sense a quiet helplessness  

And a guilt that lingers in the monotony of my existence.  

There is an emptiness I long to fill,  

A void I seek to replenish,  

But I know not what it is I truly desire,  

Nor which path I am meant to follow.  

For now, I am a lost soul, searching for refuge,  

Hoping to find my answers in this living deluge.  

My journey begins here, in this very moment,  

As I strive to define my path to discovery, joy, and life.  

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This version tightens the language, simplifies some phrasing, and improves the overall flow while maintaining the poem's reflective nature. Let me know if this works for you!